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Name: deborah
Birthday: 3/2/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: My interests... hmmm... well Theatre, missions, I went on a mission trip this summer that was AWESOME (the people and the times). I teach 3-5 year olds at my church, I also like to sing (I have a fairly good voice) and I like to just hang out. I'm a pretty normal teen, which isn't really that normal at all.
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AIM:  dewirebra
Yahoo:  dewirebra
Member Since:
5/20/2004
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| long long time... so i searched my name on yahoo and this came up... which is strange since the last time i posted was may 06.... it is now march 08... wow o wow... well short update... i just celebrated my 21st birthday by throwing up way too many times... I'm single and dealing... although there are a couple guys i miss so much... and i'm trying not to let them know it for my benefit... so i don't get hurt any more, because that is what tends to happen. i work for an independant insurance agent working on getting my insurance licsense making like NO money... i will be soon though... living with my parents (for now) as soon as I can afford to get back out on my own again I will... so love you guys! | | |
| so I just reset my password because I couldn't remember it and I couldn't update for you guys!!! But now I am updating... and I am excited.... so now on the the only reason I post... BOYS!!! well actually it is one boy! O this one boy that has been in my life for a while... well actually I
can't say in my life because he decides when he wants to be in and then
I make an effort and he is out. and then time passes and he is back in
and everything is wonderful for a couple of days... maybe even a
week... BUT then it goes back to a four letter word! right now it is
at that point... I guess you know that or else I wouldn't be writing
with such aggression! I need help!!! Well just pray for me... I know
that I deserve better than this and my family insists on telling me
this... but when he is great... he is great... but then he's not... and
that is when I deserve better... that is what my family is talking
about. I wish that I could snap out of this "I love you" mode and just
realize HE DOESN'T LOVE ME!!!! except for when it is convienent for
him. PRAY FOR ME PLEASE!!! I need for this to be over for me
so I don't worry about this all the time... I need to be able to live
my life and meet new people and not appear like I am taken. For
everyone who does not know... I AM SINGLE... and I doubt
that will change any time soon... and I am guessing that I need to just
deal.... so please pray that I will just "deal".... thanks LOVE YA Deb | | |
| So I am leaving tomorrow !!!! YAY everything is working out! I am so excited that everything will be all ok at 8:19 tomorrow evening! | | |
| yeah so i have a meeting with the dorm mom and mr. walton at one oclock... I hope that goes well. All they can do is listen to me and all I can do is state my case and hope that all goes well. All I have to do is get them to allow me to stay until sunday and then I can get out of here!!! Can't wait for that! | | |
| well hey guys... long time no write! I've been distratcted with several things up here... one being BOYS... stupid stupid boys! They are crazy.. one imparticular... he and I were talking and I told him hey lets back off... and well anyway after we "backed off" he got together with this girl and I was like... whoa... what did I do. So I told him how I felt... and he and her still went out... well this weekend... he calls me randomly and is like yeah we broke up and we talked for like 5 hours. And he calls me agian that night and says she said nevermind... and then he calls me the next day and is like... ya we broke up agian... and i'm not going to get back toghether with her... I miss you blah blah blah! Well any way so I get back on campus and I'm like where are you...well he had something to do so we are going to meet up later... well I hear from some one that he and her are just on a "2 week break"... and that is weird because he told me they broke up and they weren't getting back together... well so we meet up and he's like what are you doing at seven... and I'm like nothing and he is like okay well meet me here at seven... so anyway I go there... and he isn't there... so I call him and he doesn't answer... I call agian and he doesn't answer... so I walk outside and he is standing outside with some one and he was just avoiding my calls... So anyway I don't say anything and he doesn't see me... and well I call him later that night and he doesn't answer... and I'm like great! Okay why is he avoiding my calls... so any way... today comes and he sees me and waves... he walks up to me and is like sorry bout last night I fell asleep and I didn't hear my phone and I'm like ok... he is liek are you mad at me? and I said no...and well we don't talk much at all today and I just got a text message that says Hey baby what are you doing? and I said i can't send txt msgs anymore because it is too expensive and he sends one back that says well i just realized how much I miss you... I know it wasn't him that was sending them... and I don't appreciate people doing that to me. well anyway i have decided I am not going to play theses games... and well my other decision... is that I am comming home as soon as possible... FOR GOOD!!! I get my check on Friday and I am going to try and move my plane ticket date up to this Sunday and I'm going to ship everything i can't pack home on friday afternoon or saturday and sunday i will be comming home!! I can't wait! well that was a long post for not posting in a long time... i'll try and post more often... miss you guys back home and i love ya | | |
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